What Matters Most

What Matters Most

Part I — The Sound of Coins

The worst part was not being poor.

Luz could survive hunger. She had survived winter drafts that slipped through cracked windows, the ache of old bones in the cold, and the long humiliation of learning how to want less. Hunger was sharp, but it was honest. What she could never quite get used to was being watched while she tried not to come up short.

That was the feeling pressing against her throat as she stood at the checkout line that afternoon, her fingers curled around a handful of coins that suddenly seemed too loud, too small, too bright under the lights.

The grocery store was warm in the artificial way places like that always were—clean floors, soft music, bins of polished fruit that looked more expensive than they had any right to be. Luz had walked there because the bus fare mattered now. Every dollar mattered. She had taken longer than usual moving through the aisles, calculating and recalculating, setting things into her basket and then putting half of them back.

Bread had stayed.

Milk had stayed.

A few bananas with brown freckles had stayed because the bruised ones were cheaper.

A bottle of water had not been for her at first. She had picked it up because the tap in her apartment had run cloudy that morning, and though it would probably clear by evening, she no longer trusted “probably” the way she used to.

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